what is ahead of me

this whole week prelim really so stressful
having insomia almost every night now
im feeling so tired !!!
i just have to go through this period of time
i knw very well what is ahead of me
next yr will be a tough time for me
study ... working ... taking care my lil precious
i even have to worry abt financial problem
bb expenses .. school fee .. daily expenses ..
headache man !!
at one point i am so excited for my lil precious to come
but another point i am so worry too ..
now i think all i can do is walk by faith
only by faith
i really dun dare to think abt wat will be happening
i really dun dare to plan my future ..
maybe this is the time my faith will be tested
but i believe !!!
i miss my life ...
ever since i have my lil precious ..
i have been feeling so tired
and plus my prelim and o level ..
im even more tired !!
other den go to sch .. study .. resting ..
there seem nothing else i can do ..
i hope i can more energy
i hope i can be stronger ..
haix .....