when i look at the mirror
i really cant believe that me
not only appearance change but my everything
i feel so hard to accept but i knw
there's no way to look back anymore ..
i can no longer live my life like i had in the past
i really miss those days so much
sometime i think of running away...
away from my responsiblities .. my duty .. my burden
i had too much things on my shoulder ..
now i have to look for job .. look for nanny ..
still have to worry abt my financial ..
worry abt my mother .. remind her stuffs ..
help her go pay bills den i still need to take care of caleb
too much for me ..
i still have my dreams to acheive
when will my dreams come true ..
haix .. today caleb had his second injection ..
i was shocked by the needle .. so long and thick
caleb cried his lung out man ..
i think he got a fright frm the injection
cause for the whole day he cant get to slp
and cried out for no reason .. lol ..
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