Life is abt process not motion

there are lots of things i have to learn
i think the first thing i have to learn is
how to take wat ppl say
and how ppl will look at me
hahah .. i really need a strong heart
to deal with all this

ThIS Is WaT FriEndS ArE fOr

life has been a big change for me
things were not the same anymore
i have to start to think for my future
planning the way i should go
i cannot be who i am in the past
but face my future with courage
i knw i have to be strong
i knw there will be lots of obstacles to cross
i knw the responsibilities i have to bear
i knw the burdens i have to carry
i knw the emotional feeling i have to struggle
but most of all
i knw GOD is here to carry for me
i may have worries, fear, bitterness or even hatred
but i knw GOD is here
people may let me down .. but GOD will nv disappoint me
i believe there is miracles

i really thanks my friends who are here for me all this while
Lifen, Ivan, Yiyong, Drew, Mengqiao, Yixin, Daryl, Yiling ..
without their support .. i will not be able to survive
life is not that bad overall
there are beautiful things, people and memories
i knw .. my friends will support and love me till the end
they will nv leave me alone ..
i am so blessed afterall ...

i thought we could really start a family of our own
i thought u would love me till the end
i thought u would nv leave me as u say
but this were just mine thoughts
i think of a millions of ways to seek revenge
cause i really hate u
but now i just want to let u go
let go of u and also let go of me
i am really tired of hating u
goodbye my love ..
i know i will survive without u ..
and i will be happy without u