Wishing for a time stopper

yesterday bring lele to go photo shoot ..
the photographer have a hard time with him .. lol
but my lil prince was really having fun there ..
and HE IS SO CUTE !!
cant wait to get all the photos ..
den after the shoot ..
we went united square to walk walk ..
den head back to tiong for dinner ..
den walk pasar malan ..
finally .. reach home .. pack all stuff .. sleep ..
the best thing to do after a busy day is
on the air con .. dim the light .. lying down on the bed ..
best ar ..
lol ...

Sometime Love = Unfairness

Photo taken at Garvin and leny wedding day

See my prince look good with hairband huh??

Beautiful, Sexy Mama


it's been so long since i last update
it was because i wasn't in a good form recently
had alot of quarrel with my family
everyone keep telling me its my faults
i know what i said was hurting
but this is wat i felt
haix
whatever now ..
cause i give up
after all my trying .. and hoping
that my family can see my change
but all they see will alway be my flaws
i alway thought that HOME should be a place whr i can
feel save .. warm .... love ..
but why am i feeling so unsecure .. unwanted .. untrusted ..
maybe there's really no return once u did the wrong things ..
no matter how much u want to change ..
can never easer the past ..
i really love my mum so much
that why i am more disappointed in her
the more i want her to see the change
the more i want her to praise me ..
make me more grief when she throw it all back to me
anyway .. its doesnt matter anymore

Time never look back

my lil prince was 8 mth plus now ..

he starting to do alots of funny things

sometime i just cant stop laughing at him

he is so pure and innocent

he is so curious with things around him

he is so adventurous too ..

my lil prince is just so MAN !!

hahah

he till now still no teeth ..

wonder why his teeth still cannot come out

but nvm .. the later the better ..

so he cant bite me yet .. lol

this few days has been packing my cupboard ..

throw away alots of old clothes

going to shop for more clothes .. lol

prepare myself for a better image

den next year go interview for job den got confident ..

recently keep thinking about someone i love ..

wonder how is him ..

sometime i really think that if i never get prenant ..

maybe we could have a chance ..

but now .. such a good man doesnt deserve to me ...

how much i wish to love and be love ..

haix ....

i just want to be me

finally got my iphone 4

the camera of cause is much much more better

2 more days my lele will turn 8 mth old

time is passing so fast

im jobless for 1 year since o level finish

sometime i feel so cut out frm the society ..

and i feel so difted away from my cellgrp and friends

haix ...

caleb is sick

haix ...
frm Tuesday till now ...
lele has been crying and crying
at first is egg allergic .. whole body rashes ..
den at night fever ..
den now diarrhea ...
my lele so poor thing ..
i suspect he is teething ..
whole day cry and cry .. cant sleep cant eat
both my mother and me also suffer with him
LOL ...
3 days never sleep well ..
now i look 100% like panda
OH MY GOD .. i need to sleep ..