Beautiful, Sexy Mama
it's been so long since i last update
it was because i wasn't in a good form recently
had alot of quarrel with my family
everyone keep telling me its my faults
i know what i said was hurting
but this is wat i felt
haix
whatever now ..
cause i give up
after all my trying .. and hoping
that my family can see my change
but all they see will alway be my flaws
i alway thought that HOME should be a place whr i can
feel save .. warm .... love ..
but why am i feeling so unsecure .. unwanted .. untrusted ..
maybe there's really no return once u did the wrong things ..
no matter how much u want to change ..
can never easer the past ..
i really love my mum so much
that why i am more disappointed in her
the more i want her to see the change
the more i want her to praise me ..
make me more grief when she throw it all back to me
anyway .. its doesnt matter anymore
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