life are so colourful for me !!

me getting older

bought by his uncle frm taiwan

fighting with the sponge box

starting to learn sitting

his favour

first time swimming



this few days were so busy for me
our church is having our biggest event
ASIA CONFERENCE !!!
it was no way for me to miss it ..
i was lucky that my aunt agreed to help me out ..
so i was able to go for few sessions ..
im glad that i have go ..
i really have a new breakthrough ..
especially pastor Bonnke peaching ..
indeed .. its not we waiting for GOD
but GOD is waiting for us ..
thinking back .. i had gave so much excuses
"no its not the time" "god will tell me wat to do "
and lots more ..
but the only thing we need to do is faith ..
HAVE FAITH !!
im now burning .. in fire for GOD ..
i gonna do more and more and more and more ..
:):):):):)

my poor lil botak

blueblack cause by the fell

lele shave his hair and eyebrown


lele is so short

first time sitting his walker


haix .. my poor lil boy fell down frm my bed
i was slping and i never notice that he was awake
i heard a loud BOON
den follow by lele crying ..
i open my eyes and shocked that he was not beside me
den i looked at the floor ..
there he lying and crying
really scare me to death
immediately i called my mum and sister-in-law
they suggest that i bring him go see doc
lucky my ersao go together with me
if not .. i really dun knw wat to do
the doc say its ok but need to observe him for 24h
thanks god .. everything is ok !!
den at night .. garvin and the rest come to my house
to see lele and pray for him
really so touched ..
i really thanks god for placing so many good friends
in my life ..
all along the way
they are there to support me ..
giving me strength and love to move on ..
i cant imagine myself without them
dear friends and n391 and my beloved family
thank you !!

nowaday im feeling so stress and moody
haix ..
so stress with my financial ..
lele is going to have another injection in 2 weeks time
and each injection cost 400plus
i want to work but the problem is
lele got nobody to look after
but carry on like this ..
im going to dry up !!
stress stress stress ..
den this few week
alway quarrel with my mum
i knw was also under alot of stress
but im not any lesser than her
i knw she is working hard for me
im also working hard to adapt my life ..
trust me its not easy for me too..
sometime i wonder why ppls only see how much my mum bear
but cant see me
things that i give up ..
life that i need to adapt
and im trying really hard
but the one at faults is alway me ..
is it a mistake since the day i choose to walk this path ??
haix

Lil moment with precious..

i still like my hair to be long

he learning to hold his toy

holding his bottle

lil zhou jie lun

sleeping moment with my bb

mother day today !!

uncle reagan and uncle eng chang

uncle weiwen and auntie

uncle weiwen and aunt judee

CHC nursery

gan ma feeding lele milk

lele having fun with his handerchief

caleb mummy and ethan mummy

toy toy


went to church today ..
stay in the nursery with lele ..
he was really having fun inside ..
got toys to play and ppls talking to him ..
haix .. cant imagine myself celebrating mother's day
its seem like yesterday when im still a teen .. a youth
and now im a mother ..
WOW .. the changes was big !!!

caleb is 3 mth old

u colour my life

le le is getting more and more curious with things around him
no matter is at hm or outside ..
the big eyes of his will look around without blinking
and he will smile to ppls if they looked at him ..
LOL .. so clever ..
he also knw how to play now ..
when we swing him or bully him
he will laugh out loud
really so cute !!
and whenever i see him ..
i really want to squeeze his cheek **the two lil bao**
Hahahah

you are the happiness that i want

lele was crawling real fast now ..
i cant leave him on the bed alone ..
so its was troublesome for me ..
day by day he was learning new things
and i am so happy to go through the growing up journey with him
i will be back to work when he was older
perhaps when he was 6 mths old
i cant bear to leave him for work ..
dun wanna to miss a single thing in his life ..
because most of my time i was taking care of him ..
he was very close to me ..
alway stick to me like glue ..
he will never let me away from his eyesight
so cute right !!!
he can recognise his milk milk bottle
so when he see his bottle
he will open his mouth and wait for me to serve him .. LOL

as for me .. everything is still the same
dun have the time to do the things i want
seeing most of my friends are moving on fast
but im still slowly moving in my own speed
day by day past .. caleb grow up and i grow old
sometime i wish i can keep my youth, my time in a bottle
waste too much time doing stupid things
now i got to catch up with wat i lose ..
but nvm ..Be not afraid of growing slowly, be afraid only of standing still.
at least im still moving on !!!