what is ahead of me

this whole week prelim really so stressful
having insomia almost every night now
im feeling so tired !!!
i just have to go through this period of time
i knw very well what is ahead of me
next yr will be a tough time for me
study ... working ... taking care my lil precious
i even have to worry abt financial problem
bb expenses .. school fee .. daily expenses ..
headache man !!
at one point i am so excited for my lil precious to come
but another point i am so worry too ..
now i think all i can do is walk by faith
only by faith
i really dun dare to think abt wat will be happening
i really dun dare to plan my future ..
maybe this is the time my faith will be tested
but i believe !!!
i miss my life ...
ever since i have my lil precious ..
i have been feeling so tired
and plus my prelim and o level ..
im even more tired !!
other den go to sch .. study .. resting ..
there seem nothing else i can do ..
i hope i can more energy
i hope i can be stronger ..
haix .....

done with my english paper

yesterday whole night insomia
i think it was because i am too stress for the english paper
true enough ... paper 1 i got not enough time to finish ..
den paper 2 was so difficult ..
gone gone gone ..
and since yesterday i was having a terrible headache ..
ate panadol but doesnt seem to work on me
today was a terrible day for me
yippee on the 29 sept can see my lil precious ..
i always looking forward to the scanning ..
that time my lil precious was moving up and down ..
so cute nah !!!
i think this time he was much more bigger and even more cuter !!!
hahaha
cant wait to see him !!
i feel my lil precious was so blessed
so many ppls dote on him and are waiting for his arrival ..
and because of my lil precious, i was also being taken care of ..
baby baby do u knw u are very 幸福...
alot of ppls wanna to take care of u and carry u go shopping ..
hahhaha ..
those uncle and aunt ..
wahahahahaha ......
i was so lucky to have so many ppls to support me
i knw without their support ..
i would nv be able to come this far ..
thanks alot friends ...

ｔｈｅ ｈａｐｐｉｎｅｓｓ

went to check up at KK..
heard my lil precious heartbeats ..
at first .. the doc cant find his heartbeats..
i was really so worried ..
but at last .. the doc spot him ..
my lil precious was hiding at the left corner ..
recently now i can feel his movement ..
my lil precious was so active at night
oh gosh .. i hope he will change his habit when he is born
my lil precious is so 幸福...
so many ppls care and waiting for him to come to this world
at one hand i feel so excited
but another hand i feel so scare
THE PAIN ..
now i finally understand 妈妈真是伟大
i love my mummy so much ..
now when i look at the mirror ..
i really cant believe thats me
i am so ugly now ... like a aunt !!
but wat to do !! :(
until now i still cant change my slping position
still lying flat on my stomach ..
and my favour food is still instant noodles ..
how how how .. can i just dun care abt it
today i was so sick ..
down with flu for abt a week since last wed
AND my prelim is this fri
oh gosh !!!
but in this critical time ..
i look upon GOD for healing ..
wahhahaha .. no scare no scare ..
i was so blessed in this two weeks
firstly my mum bought me a necklace as a present for my baptism
den my aunt bought me another necklace too ..
so i ended up with two cross necklaces..
and my mum knw that i was crazy for the latest iphone 3GS ..
so she blessed me with the money to buy one ..
but too bad the phone is out of stock now ..
really thks GOD for all the financial blessing !!:)